Diligaff

I sound like a right royal spoilt bratt in my last post, aye!?! Haha.

Today(Wednesday) was a struggle...Or should I say, still IS a struggle.
With two kids still awake, at 9:30pm, (one of those a little miss that shows no sign of sleeping anytime soon), a house that looks like it was hit by the recent typhoon, dinner dishes still sprawled out everywhere, and a massive headache too, I just want to curl up and go to sleep

Cut to 30 mins later when I was sound asleep with the kids, haha!!

Next day I got my period. Along with that comes the sore, lumpy 詰まってる boob. Am now (friday) coming into day three of dull constant headache. It seems periods post-partum really do me in. With both K and L they came back around 14months. I do remember a few months after they came back with K that I had a big "I hate Japan" spiel.
This time the PMS is horrid (I become even more of a biatch). Then I am all dilligaff and don't wanna (can't find the energy to) get off the sofa for two or three days.
At least yesterday K was at kindy so I could curl up with L and pitter-patter around the house doing a minimum of work. Actually got more done than with the two kids home haha. Amazing how much mess that 2nd kid makes of the rooms I have just cleaned.

So anyway, yeh, holidays next week are off. Well at least o/s trips are. Ttytt, we couldn't afford it anyways. It just pissed me off(more do at the time than now) when J suggests another bloody onsen trip.
Sept is the only time that J is guaranteed to have off, that we know about in advance and is not gonna be sabotaged by an impromptu biz trip. So to miss out on using those precious 5 or 6 days in a real holiday kinda makes me mad:-( And did I mention that the following long weekend in sept, J us going away with his mates to one of the islands south if Tokyo?? I just want to get away from Japan and all the constant worry about food safety....going to the supermarket these days is stressful. Let me rephrase that, I go to SEVERAL supermarkets a week and STILL we seem to have no fresh veges to eat at dinner time:-(

This post is all over the place!!
We prob will end up at Gero onsen ( am sure it is a lovely place but just cant get it outa my head that the name of "Gero" also means "puke"). Also I suggested camping and/or seto-nai-Kai so will see where we end up, I guess.